well i guess, most of the people out there will only think of blogging when their life starts to fall apart...

here i am now... cause my life is fucked...

a sentence cause me to lose my relationship, the one i love the most just ignore me and treated me like i am a complete stranger *heart broken into a million pieces*...

and then when i thought my life can be just fine... well, things happened...

1st... some fucking idiot banged my car when he was so busy reading the goddamn gps...

yea... u may think that it's no big deal, i may just have them compensate me... lodge a report and well... that idiot insurance will pay...

but NOPE! how can life be that easy??

my brother's car's roadtax had expired... *problem solved*

when i wanna go to lodge a police report! here it goes! another shocking event...

get my license out of my purse... look at it...

it says... XX june 2010... and WTF? what month we're in now? god damn OCTOBER!

ok... no big deal... i might just get a summon...

the police lady appeared to be nice... yay! i'm lucky!!

she asked me meet up another traffic officer... and YAY! again...

that sarjan is from penang... he intro a repairing workshop for me... with the goddamn expired license i can still be able to claim insurance...

however, he wrote me a summon regarding the expired license, well, the best part is he said that i can call him when i'm goin to pay the summon and he'll help me to reduce the compound... YAY!!! i am so FUCKING lucky!!!!

after all those unfortunate event... finally, something good happened to me....

i had fun with my classmate... we had a L4D session and cooking session...

life's good isn't it???

i am starting to enjoy my damn life... and i love my classmates!!!

well yeah~! we had fun... and u may think that i'll live happily ever after even with my BROKEN heart...

wait until the story begins...

it started with a nice morning...

i renewed my license taken my car to repair... and i found someone to fetch me home from the workshop...

but the thing is... when i reached home....

hey! where the hell is my keys??????

korek here and there... nope! not in my bag....

OMFG!!! i left it in the car!!!!!!!!!!

well... now i cant go into my room....

and well.... that's the reason why i'm here using college's pc to blog...

not forget to mention that... my student id is not in my purse...

and i have to borrowed my friend's id...

tho... after all and all and all....

i still have friends to help me.... one of my friend is goin to collect my keys for me.... thank god!!!

huh? it is not that fucked up??? u think????

wait until it happens to u....

then.... tell me how exactly u feel.....

goin hometown later...

hope everything will get back to normal soon.... god bless me...

ps. i am not ready to live with a broken heart... break it only when i go FAR~

bi, i love you, and if u don know...

i'm telling u now that my life has been falling apart without you....

u wont know how empty my heart feels and how easily i can cry now...

things will get better between us i still hope...

I WANT YOU BACK!

make my life complete please~ 

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